| My bitch about twilight!! |
[Dec. 8th, 2008|05:51 pm] |
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Ohtay i went to see Twilight the movie and to tell you the truth i didn't like it. It was prettly made yes and if no one spoke i think i could have been okay. Also Edward is not the hottest thing ever yes he's hot but not beat my brain attractive!!! I understand he has a James Dean quality but he's like a porcelan doll all pretty on the outside nothin on the inside. He's like 100 or so years old he couldn't have got a personality on the street. And whats with vampires sparkling in sun light that is bull shit!!! David Bowee is the only person on the planet who you put in sun light and they sparkle, don't believe me watch Labrynth!! Also Bella's like some crazy hoe all wantin it all the time. And everyone likes her and wants to be her friend the first day!!!? Thats not real at all!!! And edward and bella have like no real relationship theres no background or chemistry its like a elementry school date!!! I can't think of other things right now got to go make dinner. aka go to asian buffet and bring it home!!! Love yall !!! |
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| I expect some one to shoot me soon read on and you'll find out |
[Sep. 12th, 2008|09:17 pm] |
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I haven't done this in a while but i saw Kelly was doing it so i thought I would do it to. SO I was sick recently and so was paul at the same time it was strange its usually one of us not both. Yeah we're sharing diseases just like a married couple, weeeh!!!
Also i was walking to work and this dog was following and it wouldn't go home. So i called the phone number on the tag no answer left a message. Then it started walking in the street so i was like shit what do i do. So I called 911 and it wasn't even the river falls dispatch it was a different town while i was standing in the middle of town. So they transfer me to river falls dispatch and i tell them that i had a lost dog and it was following me and i called the number on the tag and i don't know what to do. So the bitch on dispatch was like this is the emregency line I can't help you, then she tells me I have to call the police but she can't transfer me. So i can be transfered from town to town but not the police station.
Needless to say i was pissed!!! She was like do you have a piece off paper to write down the police stations number. And i was like you know what i'll just walk there. She started to tell me the number then i hung up on her while she was talking. What an unhelp full cunt. How was i not having an emergancy, also why can't 911 transfer me to the police station what the fuck is that about. Urghh god it was fucked up.
Then on top of that while i'm walking there i got a call thought it was the dogs owner got pulled by the dog in front of an old lady. Who decide to hit me with her car. I'm fine but i was still in the cross walk. The bitch gave me a dirty look i walked out of the way and then she drove off. It was just super suck. I got to the police station and they couldn't help me with the lady who hit me cause i didn't get her info. What really pisses me off is she didn't even ask if I was okay. Fucking Bitch.
All in all I have learned doing the right thing only gets you hurt in the end. I think I've found a new hatred for people. There just asses. But thats my life. I mean my assistant manager is on crack. I work with complete morons and i went to see the running of the llamas. This is not how i saw my life, but it can only get better. I hope . . . . . . |
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[Apr. 21st, 2008|05:59 pm] |
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Okay so I haven't posted in like for ever. This is my life right now. Pauls looking for a house I think I'm loosing my mind. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2007|08:17 pm] |
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So I think I'm going to start using yahoo im because I'm allowed to use that on the big computer. So I miss others I haven't had fun with others in months i wont to get out. But I'm stuck here we went to namis last week i almost was killed by sushi it was a lot diffrent then the festivel kind. I think i like my cheap sushi. And the guys we went with one kept asking what kind of problems i had and i told him ther wasn't enough time. I tried explaining my family but that just confused him. Is my family so strange? MAybe who knows. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2007|06:42 pm] |
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So i tried smoking to see what the hipe was all about, oh my god they are so grows. It made me want to gag. Also some chick came into today and was like why do your name tags say thing 1 and thing 2. I was like we like DR. Suess and she was like I don't get it. It made me sad. Why do people suck. Why they dumb. Why do I refuse to use question marks. Oh the thing 1 and 2 name tags where way cool. Because if it wasn't that i would have been rim ridden and I would rather not explain that to strangers. Also does any one else see things in there sleep before they happen. Nothin big just weird stuff. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2007|06:27 pm] |
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Wow it has been 9 weeks since I last updated I'm going to do a couple of paragraphs so sorry if I bore and you don't feel like reading anymore. That is cool.
I think I'll start with going to the state fair. Thankfully this time I didn't get heat stroke get rained on by bits of burning firecracker, in what I assume was a recreation of Pompeii, also didn't get compared to a drug attack on a bad trip. So I don't why but there was a robot playing music and he was giant and purple and he had a giant purple cod peace. Squish wanted to push him over but we had just got there so she didn't. Bought a lot of food and saw a dress made of sock moppets. Some lady yelled at us a bunch about leather. Also not as many hot boys as I would have wanted. But oh the Mounties where sexy. We decided that you can look okay and be in a uniform and your like ten times hotter. Also if your hot to begin with then you put on a uniform oh yeah and in an English accent and I'm set. Also saw the KKK sheep they was funny and smelled. One of the girls I went with couldn't stand the smell even though she insisted that she lived on a farm. Anyway it was so fun.
Also my life has been work and crap. I so tired don't want to have sex!!! Whats with that!? So over worked I went and drank at Rick and JJ's house on Sunday!!! So stressed out. I think i might have come of as cady ah suck whatever. So little girl said I acted like a child and everyone laughed. Also at some point her mom was like do you like him and shge ghot all shy and hid behind her. Why do all the little girls like me, explain. The party was nice but it made me miss my old friends. I miss Kelly (my imaginary girlfriend), Allison (my soul sister), Kara (a fellow troll), Kat9y (lets stick all the money in the wolverine), Ally (I own your giggle meat i have a flag), Moondoggy (The coolest elf who ever hit me a lot), Kim (U turn!!!!), Amanda (bite!!!), Amy (ack vampire!!), Abby (abby-normal?), Leslie (bunnies!!!) and all the others my short term memory has blocked out because I'm stupid. And lastly at the party I got to hold a puppy it reminded me a lot of Ella it was sad and I cried about it most monday morning.
Okay strange thing that happened when I was in the car to Missouri with my sister. My niece Cailin said out of the blew she liked Hocus Pocus. Which is odd because when I was holding Ella before she died I hummed her a song from that movie. I never told anyone about it tell know because it freaked me out a little. I didn't want to tell Stephanie it would just make her cry every time she watched that movie. Oh yeah trip to Missouri was fun my Aunt knows I'm gay now to and everyone was really nice surprise. I have a cool southern family. Also had some amazing sex with Paul. Who new rimming could feel good, huh. I'll try to comment more.
Also Dumbledore totally had sex with Snape. |
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| Pride ehh |
[Jun. 27th, 2007|07:24 pm] |
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So I went to pride and saw all these totaly cool people. Sorry to kara for not calling her it was nuts. There was lots of mens there giving the milk away for free, if you know what i mean wink wink. Got to hang with Kelly for a bit so fun to catch up sorry i was all wobbly I think I'm allergic to the gay or big crowds or something. Anyway pride waas a great adventure in bieng judged and getting the low self-esteem. Hazzah, also crazy culture shock got back to River Falls and with in five minutes of working some guy was all like fag this and that. I was kind of caught off gaurd. Stupid pride making me think gay was exceptable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 |
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| Im fucking pissed |
[Jun. 20th, 2007|06:56 pm] |
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My job is fucking pissing me off. I work with really crappy people. One of them is like Ryan evans. God he pisses me off. I also work with a girl who thinks its her duty to tell everyone I'm gay with out ever asking me. I didn't even tell her she just met paul once and found out that way. God I hate her. I finish rant now. Also having dreams about dead babies is that weird? |
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| My life is crap! |
[Apr. 11th, 2007|06:11 pm] |
So they had some guy come to school and tell people how christans can except gays. It was horrible manly because the guy running it was an ex-gay yep he used to be gay. It was so bad the guy was nancing around and pretending to be a tea pot in his macing shoes and shirt, although he ashurded us he was dressed to be straight. He also spent like five minutes repeating "I'm not gay." Like a mantra or something.
But what really makes this a bad day is that I had to talk to my momenough said! And will ferrel is not funy!!! |
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[Apr. 6th, 2007|11:31 pm] |
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Okay so shit is going down!!! Tell you about it later and Im sure paul will come home and want sex arghh!!! |
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| Okay I write again |
[Mar. 13th, 2007|11:28 pm] |
SO I'll say it now and get it over with I want sex it will make me feel better!!! Also the fact that I bought V fro Vendeta makes me happy!!!
SO I am really sad for no apparent reason just crazy depressed!! But happy that Kelly called me oh Toria cars are bitches!!! Like I feel like crying but can't, have I become a heartless bitch, probably?! Also I was asked for my ID to buy V it was sad because she thought I was younger then 17!!! Why gurgh it sucks to look like a teenager, am I never going to age? I'm fucking 21!!!! I bet I'll be like 30 and they be like did you just turn 21? GRGH!!!! (Sound of anger)
Also Paul is making me mad aparently I push him tomuch I make fun of him to much. I don't think he gets that I get made fun of all the time by everyone all the time!!! Is it fair that I get treated like crap that I'm an idiot,mean, liar, bitch, faggot, jerk, moron, . . . ., the answer would be maybe but just cause I don't freak out in an explosive furry doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I guess Pauls not used to being made fun of, I got it all the time I guess I'm used to it maybe that where my low self esteem came from?!
Okay onto my larger sadness!!! So while watching V i always wonder just like the rose lady why. Why do people hate gays and others??!! I mean seriously what I have heard all the arguments but where did it come from who was the first person to hae people for being black or gay or whatever.?! When did it start, it used to be okay, I don't get it. Sometimes I make up stories in my head to explain it. Like lets say Jesus was a really awsome and cool guy pretty popular and people liked his ideas. So he's cool right and he's all like what people in power doing is not how you should be, I suspect he would be Gandhi esk.!! So he starts hanging out with these guys 13 in fact and most are blah kind of leader sheep!!! But two stick out like crazy Judis and Paul. Judis cute and quite and Paul is like angery and anti establishment and materialistic, strong capitalist one might say. So alls going well Judis and Jesus become lovers and hang out a lot. Paul gets all angery and jelouse works with the goverment to get Jesus but plays both sides so he can become like a king starting the first church blah blah blah. Paul despises Judis for having Jesus's attention and road faces it to hate gays and that how it started, maybe!!!
My sister wants me to spend time with the family blah!!! Maybe I'll talk about it later!!! |
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| I am bad person did you know? |
[Mar. 3rd, 2007|10:56 pm] |
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Anywho I guess I'll start out by explaining wobbly knee sex. Lets see theres okay sex, like after wards your all like i can now go and great the day, ahh!!!!!!! Theres good sex which is what you can brag to friends about and people you just met because if you do you don't really have to explain to much you can just make facial exprestions and be like it was good!!!!!!! You know!!!!! And then finally there is wobbly knee sex where it was so good you can't even move right after like you just had one of those amazing orgasms that just last and makes you turn to jelly!!!!! Also this is usually the kind you cant tell people about because its so good you want to give crazy a lot of details like exact times and detailed positions and the like thats why it is called wobbly knee sex! So that you can tell people it was amazing with out all the added words you feel need to be there to explain it. I guess I should have explained that earlier before i mentioned it well my bad.
So we went to the mall of a america today and it was like gothh kid day. Which is weird since there is only like maybe one or two shops for there cloths there and thats only hot topic and that stores kind of ehh!!! It was sad. Also I seem to have became a jack ass its very sad i don't mean to i think. AH i suck. |
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| LIFE |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|08:28 pm] |
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SO as a warning to all this might be a really depressing post I'm not quite sure. Usually I'm not sure of what I'm writing but now more then ever.
Anyway I saw my sis and niece recently they are so cute my niece is at the age of questions. Everything is a question whats that, whys that there, whats this . . . . Oh my god so many questions. And we went shopping we went to express and my niece was like this is my size that's my size. She's three and it was funny. Express is like three year old sized. It was nice to see them again. Also my sis got a new dog because it and its sister got thrown out of a moving truck in her yard. How sad.
I think I'll have a job soon. Which is good because its been crappy with out. And I was all sad. Financial worries and what not. And I've been trying to contact Kelly and she doesn't talk to me I bet she thinks I smell, bo-oh ho-oh.
Paul and I had wobbly knee sex! |
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[Jan. 17th, 2007|04:17 pm] |
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Okay since I don't do this a lot here we go!!! Uhm lets see what has happened are water is brown, it was like being in an excersist movie!!! And then Pauls leaving me for hawai in a month boo hoo!!! Hopefully I'll see Toria!! My freind Kate yelleed at me I got scared and we ran out of the car at an intersection to help my freind who didn't need our help with her dead car!!! Aparently you yell at me and I'm not ready I'm a push over, the end!!! |
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| Word vomit, ever happen to you!! |
[Dec. 15th, 2006|05:03 pm] |
Well first bad news I got fired! And its not for leaving my neglishays around, Kelly!! Aparently leaving early with out permition is bad!! Whatever I was going to quit anyways!!! So yeah booh hoo me. But anywho I was informing people about sex toys and then I got a bad case of the word vomits. Things just jumped out with out even thinking. I know I know your shocked and suprised me not thinking before I speak what weird phinominon is this, but yes it happened. It went like this:
I don't know much about anal beads, nor do I understand them.
People talking
Anal beads are like a rosary for your ass!! I don't know where it came from it just popped out. Weird ass word vomit. Everyone thought it was just helariouse whatever this ever happen to you? |
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| The Story |
[Nov. 29th, 2006|12:57 am] |
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So for those who want to know why I was gone so long here it is:
I got crazy busy!! But for the more detailed version read on!
Over the summer break I lived with Paul in La Crouse, it was fun but I didn't have a job and it super sucked in that respect. Not to mention I gained 50 pounds, arghh! Most of which I keep in my fat sacks!! I kind of became a house wife which I really suck at. And Paul really wanted me to work sadly I couldn't get a job. Also I always told him once I get a job you will be sad and pissed off. Remember that bit its important for later. So I got an interview with Mcdonalds but we where moving because Paul got a job in River Falls so we moved up here.
The River falls part of this venture goes like this, I got a job I was never home enough Paul's pissed of and sad. Aparently I didn't say it enough times. Whatever . . . So I came back to the real world thusly I called Kelly and asked if I could spend thanksgiving with Kelly and her family. And they sad yes!!! HURRAY!!
Know onto the Thanksgiving chapter. I got picked up bye Kelly's dad and it was awkward to say the least and I fell asleep so that was sad. But I got to spend like five days with Kelly. And with in that time we had drinking games to the Sound of Music, don't do it we almost died. Played some crazy RPG, and made out a lot. Actualy we spent most of the time making fart jokes and laughing so hard we would cry!!! It made me really happy!! It also reminded me how sad I'm about not seeing my friends all the time.
Okay last bit here we go. So as usuale there is the madness in my life so crazy chick likes me and its creapy. Like real crazy and I don't have the heart to tell her I like guys. Also I have more hot friends, and there guys!!! One of them is Randy a freshmen he's really cute and fun. I think we can become good friends, but hes always looking at me its weird. Actually I've caught a lot more people looking at me. It scares me because I never know why, well whatever.
My other hot guy friend is Luke. And he actually lives near me. So we hang out some times. I think he might be crazy but mostly in part because he doesn't have good friends. I hope being around me and Paul will loosen him up a bit. I think he will really connect with Paul since there both really into politics and all that jazz. I think it would help Paul because it would be a friend out side of his work or already established social circle. Yep, I think Paul and Luke will be good friends.
I'm sorry I'm nervouse!!!
SEAN |
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| I love my sis but some times I just want to hit her!!! |
[May. 6th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
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Okay so I just lost my last bit of sanity!!!! I'm really stressed out so I got drunk and then went to work, I was soberign up by the time work came around!!!! So before I started drinking I got this really awsome news!!!! My sister was all like Sean I told Grandma your gay!!! Well steph was afraid I hated her and I couldn't be mad at her I put her in that situation!!! Only by accident, but still its my secret my problem so I'll just deal!!! So thats the short of it. My grandmas all worried, my family thinks I'm getting kicked out, and this just came up within two days ago. So maybe my grandma will call me back if not I'm waitin tell tommorrow to call again because its way stressfull and it makes me have ulcers!!!!!! So I think now the plan is that I'm just going to send out a news letter to all the family be like I'm gay I'm living with my boyfreind heres the address . . . this is my cellular number. And be all like you all get this news letter because aparently my life is crazy interesting. Being all like I didn't get kicked out of the house, yeah I don't like some of the rules but I want to try it on my own. So leave my mom the fuck alone!!!!!! I will be fine, I don't have AIDS, I'm not a pervert, I do know what the Bible says so no preachin got it!!!! Also I am not a drug attict or a lazy bumb!!! I spend most of my time outside of school and work fighting for tolerence!!! Which is why I took in intership this semester, yes I took an internship. I also got two awards this year for leadership and being an outstanding volunteer. I'm not going to quite school its important. I love you all but some times the only way a person can learn is by doing things by themselves. And thats what I need I love any support I get from you all but please don't blame anyone else for me being gay or any of my other life choices they are my life choices I decide them so blame me!!!!
I hope that sounds awsome it will be a little bit cooler then that but thats the jist!!! Wish me luck!!!
SEAN |
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| Yeah My school sucks again!!! |
[Apr. 6th, 2006|12:16 am] |
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My school is the most ass backwards place I have ever been!!! They pretend to be tolerant but are homophobic bastards!!!! So in the resent UC elections are Student Senate and our Student Senate President told students so they would get riled up that UC is for Gay marraige and trying to force Unisex bathrooms on campuses!!!! I'm sick of this passive homophobia!!!! This shit is done!!! They have no idea what they have unleashed!!! For those of you who don't know deap down inside of me there is an angry black women!!!! I only unleash her in sever times of stress!!! And they have forced her out!!! And things are going to change, this is so not even cool!!! I have e-mailed like the fair wiscon lady!!! She works on the amendment!!! Not to menchin I was still pissed of when i got wasted and high which means this shit is important!!! I really hope people say cool supportive things to me!!! Because I will need them!!!
Quote of the day:
"They will rue the day they messed with a gay!!!!"
SEAN |
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| Gay Madness!!! And Oodle Doodle |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|11:36 am] |
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Dudes I am totaly addicted to this really bad song!!!! It's called the egg song!!! Anyway not the most crazyness!!!! Okay I'm the MC for our Drag show on the 20th!!!!! I'm frickin out!!!! I don't know what to do!!! I will explode soon!!!! I need like jokes or something!!! Ah freakin out!!! So much work goes inot this it sucks!!! I need help arghh!!!! Also this UC referndum has literaly stretched me so far!!! I look like a zombie!!! But so where I'm getting lots of energy from something!!! Wow I whine a lot!!! I should be like doom!!! And be all like Shmoo that!!! Anyway we'll tape the drag show so you can see me and the RF GSA shakin'!!! And what ever I come up with!!! I wish Kelly could come!!! I would love to see her and Tor' there!!! I will call her!!!
SEAN |
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